Aunt
Charlotte
By:
Robin Alexander
Disclaimer: This story contains some violence,
consensual sex between two adult women, and an
occasional potty mouth word thrown into the mix.
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thanks go to Amy, who always takes the time to read
my stories and is quick to tell me where I went
wrong. LOL And to Tara, my editor, who took time out
of her busy schedule to check this over and make it
read much better.
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Tracy
Hoyt crept into the funeral parlor and slipped into
the last row, wincing as the mournful sound of the
organ penetrated her ears. She’d always hated organ
music; it was the one instrument that grated on her
nerves. It was almost as painful as the wooden pew
she would have to sit on until the service was over.
“Look at my nails, aren’t they beautiful?” A voice
broke Tracy from her internal whining. She turned to
the woman next to her and nodded politely, thinking
it odd that a stranger would call her attention to
something like that—at
a funeral, no less.
Though
she had turned her head and was looking back at the
front of the parlor, Tracy could feel the odd woman
staring at her. She squirmed as she looked around for
another place to sit. To her dismay, the small room
was crowded, and she had managed to snag the last
available seat.
“Did
you know the deceased?” the woman whispered close to
her ear.
Already
feeling guilty for the reason she was there, Tracy
quickly thought up a white lie. “No…I’m a friend of
someone who knew her,” she answered politely.
She
couldn’t bring herself to admit that she had struck
up a deal with a relative of the deceased to buy a
couple of the antique pieces of furniture dirt cheap
before the estate was put up for auction.
She
glanced at the elderly woman next to her who was
still studying her like she had never seen another
human being. The woman didn’t appear as flaky as she
did at first glance. Dressed in a navy blue business
suit, she looked as though she had just left the
office. Her fiery red hair was styled to perfection,
as was her makeup. She glanced back down at her
fingernails and smiled.
“Who
would’ve ever thought that the best manicure I’ve
ever gotten was done in a funeral parlor?” She
giggled softly as she thrust them back into Tracy’s
face.
“Excellent job and great choice of color, too,” Tracy
offered, hoping the woman would be satisfied with the
praise and leave her be.
Tracy
was startled when most of the congregation turned to
look at her. She failed to realize that the music had
stopped and the service had begun. She smiled
sheepishly and ducked her head.
The
woman leaned in closer and whispered with a chuckle
into her ear, “They must think you’re crazy, sitting
back here talking to yourself.”
Tracy
shrugged off the comment and chose to ignore the
woman for the rest of the service. At the conclusion,
the minister invited the congregation for one last
viewing of the body before it was to be laid to rest.
Tracy kept her seat and watched as the rest ambled
slowly toward the casket.
“It’s
impolite not to pay your last respects, even if you
didn’t know the deceased,” the annoying woman
whispered in her ear.
Tracy
gnawed at her lip for a moment, fighting back a
retort, before guilt won out. After all, she was here
to take furniture from the dear soul before she was
even in the ground. She stood and took her place at
the end of the line.
She had
only meant to take a quick glance, but when she saw
the body, she had to grab the side of the casket to
keep from falling. One of the caretakers quickly
rushed to her side and escorted Tracy back to her
seat where she sat feeling numb from her head to her
toes.
“I look
pretty good for a dead woman, don’t I?” the woman
asked, causing Tracy to nearly jump out of her seat.
Tracy
gripped the edge of the pew and turned her head
slowly to look at the apparition sitting next to her.
Her mouth opened, but words failed to emerge.
“I knew
I was going to die, I just didn’t expect it to be
this soon,” the woman said calmly. “I hadn’t even
picked out an outfit, so I was afraid they would
dress me in something garish. Can you imagine the
last time people see you and you’re dressed in
something hideous? Overall, I’m really proud of the
job they did.”
Tracy
looked around to the last few stragglers in the room,
and no one seemed to notice that the dead woman was
perched next to her.
“They
can’t see me, honey. You’re the only one I wanted to
show myself to.”
“Why…me?” Tracy asked when she found her voice.
“My
name is Charlotte, by the way,” the woman said with a
smile. “You’re lost, just like I was.”
“What’s
that supposed to mean?”
The
woman’s face softened. “You have no one; you’re alone
in this world.”
“So you
decided to just pop in and be my friend?” Tracy asked
as anger began to chip away at her fears.
“Be
nice,” Charlotte admonished. “I wouldn’t let just
anyone carry away my armoire and dining table.”
Tracy
rubbed at her face and looked around the room. A few
people stared at her with bewildered looks on their
faces.
“You
better go find my niece, these people are starting to
think you’re nuts,” Charlotte said as she vanished
from sight.
Tracy
stood on shaking legs and slowly made her way out of
the chapel. The chill in the air and the grayness of
the day added to the creepiness of her encounter with
the deceased. She descended the brick steps slowly
and looked back at the chapel before going to her
car.
Shaking
hands gripped the steering wheel, and she joined the
procession as it crept two blocks to the cemetery.
Refusing to get out of the car, Tracy waited for the
graveside service to conclude before seeking out the
woman she had come there to meet. Pulling the
rearview mirror in her direction, she dabbed at the
perspiration that dotted her upper lip, all the while
questioning her own sanity.
“That’s
my niece there in the black coat standing closest to
the casket,” Charlotte pointed out from the backseat.
Tracy
gasped and jerked the rearview back into place. The
smiling face of the apparition filled the mirror.
“I’ve
lost my damn mind!” Tracy proclaimed with a
hysterical laugh. “It’s stress, that’s what it is.
I’ve just worked myself into a breakdown.”
“Nonsense, you’re perfectly healthy and sane,”
Charlotte chirped cheerfully from the backseat. “You
know a lot more about people when you’re dead. You
see more, hear more. For example, I was quite
surprised to know that a grown woman such as yourself
would wear Scooby-Doo underwear.”
The
creepiness of the situation took a backseat to the
embarrassment and surprise that floored Tracy. She
spun around and faced the very dead Charlotte
Perkins. “You can see my underwear?” she squeaked.
Charlotte threw back her head and laughed. “No, I
can’t see them, but I can hear your thoughts. When
you first sat on the pew next to me, you were
aggravated that they rode up the crack of your ass.”
Tracy’s
hands brushed frantically at the car door for the
handle. She needed fresh air to clear the mind she
was certain she was losing. In such a hurry to escape
the confines of the car, she fell out onto the
sidewalk and at the feet of a startled woman. Tracy
rolled onto her back and stared up into a pair of
concerned blue eyes.
“Are
you all right?” the woman asked, looking around for
assistance.
“I’m
fine,” Tracy huffed as she struggled to get to her
feet, immediately recognizing the woman the ghost had
pointed out as her niece. “I hate rental cars.
They’re so awkward to get in and out of,” Tracy
offered in explanation of her odd behavior. She
thrust out her hand. “I’m Tracy Hoyt, by the way.
It’s nice to meet you, Miss Benoit.”
The
bewildered woman looked down at Tracy’s hand for a
moment, then smiled as she took it into her own.
“Please call me Payton. How did you recognize me?”
“A
little bird told me,” Tracy said, looking back at her
car, relieved to find it empty. Actually, it was a
little redheaded woodpecker who’s trying to drive me
insane, Tracy thought to herself.
“I know
it was peculiar to invite you to a funeral, but when
you said you were only going to be in town for two
days, this was the best I could manage. We don’t have
much time before the auction, and Howard told me you
were really interested in the pieces,” Payton said as
she watched Tracy, who kept peeking back over her
shoulder at the car. “Anyway, I wanted someone who
would love them to have them, and Howard said you
would consider the furniture a treasure.”
Tracy
jerked her head back toward Payton and smiled. “I’m
sure he’s right, we’ve known each other for years and
he knows my tastes.”
“Well,
my car is just across the street. Would you like to
ride with me or follow in your own car?” Payton asked
politely.
“I’ll
follow you, if you don’t mind. I know you’re busy,
and I don’t want to take up more of your time to
bring me back here.”
In
life, Charlotte Perkins lived in the kind of house
that Tracy had dreamed of having since she was a
small child. A white picket fence surrounded the
well-manicured lawn, which accented the stately old
home with its wraparound porch and white matching
banister.
She
followed Payton up the gravel path leading to the
rear entrance in awe.
“It’s
lovely, isn’t it?” the blonde asked as she slipped
the old skeleton key into the lock. “Aunt Charlotte
wanted to preserve it right down to the old locks
since we have no crime to speak of here.”
“This
town is something out of a Norman Rockwell painting,”
Tracy said as she looked back over the street.
Payton
stepped through the door and held it open for Tracy.
“I hated living here as a teen, it was so boring. Now
that I’ve had a taste of the world, I couldn’t wait
to move back.”
“Will
you be moving in here?” Tracy asked.
Payton
shook her head sadly. “No, it’s more than I can
handle,” she said as she looked around the old place.
“Aunt Charlotte took good care of this house, but it
really needs to be updated. The wiring and plumbing
need to be replaced, and that’s out of my range for a
house this size.”
“Were
you and your aunt close?” Tracy asked as she followed
Payton into the old parlor room.
“We
were very close,” Payton replied softly. “I know that
I don’t appear very saddened by her passing, but she
was in such agony and suffered a long time before she
died.” Payton sank down onto the sofa and sighed.
“She was ready to go, and I think death was a relief
for her.” She raised misty eyes and looked at Tracy.
“That’s what I choose to believe.”
“I
shouldn’t be here trying to buy furniture at a time
like this,” Tracy said, feeling ashamed. “It was
thoughtless of me to even have considered it.”
“Tracy,
I was the one who contacted Howard. He’s very trusted
in the antiques business, and I knew he would find a
good home for the pieces that were most important to
my aunt. I just hope I can find someone who will love
this house as much I do.”
“Was
that a sales pitch?” Tracy asked with a grin.
Payton’s somber look transformed into a huge smile.
“Are you in the market for a new home?”
“I love
this house, and if it was in Pittsburgh, I would run
to the bank and beg for a loan.”
“That’s
the appeal,” Payton said as she got up and pulled
open the drapes. “Look out at this town, there’s no
trash piled in the streets, no crime, nothing but a
peaceful little slice of heaven. What’s not to love?”
Tracy
joined her at the window. “And there’s no work for
me.”
“Howard
told me you restored old homes for a living, there’s
plenty of work here.”
Tracy
narrowed her eyes and crossed her arms. “Just how
much did Howard tell you about me?”
Payton
shrugged and smiled sheepishly. “You know how he is.
He loves to gossip.”
Tracy
maintained her staunch pose, and a single eyebrow
lifted. “How long have you known Howard?”
Payton
chuckled and scuffed at the floor with her boot. “All
my life, we grew up together here in Altoona. How
long have you known him?”
“I’ve
done business with him for about three years, which
may change if he doesn’t keep it his yap shut,” Tracy
said sternly, but smiled when she saw the look of
shock on Payton’s face.
“He
didn’t mean any harm,” Payton offered shyly. “He told
me you had been working yourself to the bone and a
town with a much slower pace might be good for you.”
Tracy
reluctantly agreed but kept her thoughts to herself.
She reasoned that was why she’d lost her mind earlier
in the day and started seeing things.
“Why
don’t you have a look at the rest of the house? You
may find some of the other furniture to your liking,”
Payton offered as she exited the parlor.
The
temptation of finding more antiques caused Tracy to
follow.
Payton
led her upstairs first, giving a detailed tour of
every room. Tracy followed her open-mouthed,
completely awed by the old place.
“She
thinks you’re attractive, but a little weird,” a
voice whispered into Tracy’s ear, causing her to jump
and run into Payton as she walked.
“I’m
sorry,” Tracy muttered. “I wasn’t watching where I
was going.”
“Well,
that certainly didn’t help,” Charlotte chided. “Get
some control of yourself, child.”
When
Payton paused to explain the significance of a
particular painting, Tracy turned and glared at the
ghostly figure that joined them.
“She’s
a beautiful woman, my Payton,” Charlotte said with a
look of pride. “Unmarried, too.”
“I
might find that enticing if I were a man,” Tracy
retorted in her own mind. “And I’m not a man.”
“No,
you’re certainly not, but something stirred inside of
you when you first looked at my niece. She hasn’t
noticed the way you’ve admired her, but I have,”
Charlotte said with a wink.
“She’s
very pretty and I admire that, as I do all pretty
women,” Tracy thought as Payton tapped her on the
shoulder, causing her to jump.
“I’m
sorry to bore you with my family history. You’re
probably more interested in seeing the house itself,”
Payton said as her face colored a bit.
Tracy
frowned. “I’m sorry for zoning out there for a
minute. I tend to do that when I look at these old
houses. I start to envision them in their original
glory. And it’s getting a little late, do you mind if
I look at the pieces Howard told me about?”
“Sure,
they’re downstairs.” Payton gestured toward the
staircase and allowed Tracy to go ahead of her.
Tracy’s sudden mood change unsettled her, and she
felt guilty for trying to push the house on her.
Tracy
ran her fingertips across the antique dining table,
then glanced over at the matching armoire. “Howard
was right, these pieces are absolutely beautiful.
Forgive me for asking, but why would you part with
something so speacial?”
“My
house is too small to accommodate furniture like
this,” Payton said as she leaned against the armoire.
“I have personal things of my aunt’s that mean more
to me.”
“Well,
if you’re sure, I would certainly love to have them,”
Tracy said, knowing she could never part with them.
Payton
smiled and ran her fingers over the old wood one last
time. “We have a deal then. Howard told me that he
had someone who could move them for you in a day or
two.”
Tracy
pulled out her checkbook and paid the figure that
Howard had secured with Payton and added a little
more simply because she felt guilty about buying the
pieces.
“I
guess this is the last time we’ll be seeing each
other,” Tracy said as she held out her hand. “It was
a pleasure meeting you.”
“If you
decide you want to settle into a quieter way of
living, have Howard get in touch with me and we’ll
work out a deal,” Payton said as she shook Tracy’s
hand.
“I’m
going to kill you, Howard, kill you slow,” Tracy said
aloud as she closed the door to her hotel room and
stripped off her coat. “The furniture was worth the
trip, but this place is just too damn strange for my
tastes.”
“There’s nothing strange about this place, and you’ll
love it here once you get settled in,” Charlotte said
indignantly.
“Shit!
Are you trying to give me a heart attack?” Tracy
asked as she spun around and found Charlotte sitting
on the corner of her bed. “You’re not going to follow
me home, are you?”
“If
that’s what it takes,” Charlotte said with a
determined expression.
“Fine
then, follow me home and you can go to therapy with
me because I’m making an appointment with a shrink as
soon as I can.”
“You’re
not crazy, darling, and I won’t go away after you pay
someone to tell you I don’t exist.”
“What
the hell do you want with me then?” Tracy asked as
she dug through her purse, hoping to find something
for the headache that got stronger each time
Charlotte appeared.
“My
niece needs someone in her life, and you’re the
perfect match. You’ve denied what you’ve known in
your heart for a long time.” Charlotte paused as
Tracy filled a glass of water and threw two tablets
into her mouth.
“I know
all about you, Tracy. You’ve given up on love because
you don’t believe it exists. Men have come in and out
of your life, but not one of them made your heart
skip a beat like it did when you met Payton.”
“Even
if I had a schoolgirl crush on your niece, which I
don’t, that doesn’t make me a lesbian.”
Charlotte laughed softly. “You’ve met the love of
your life, and you can fight it all you want, but
I’ll be right at your side until you come to terms
with it.”
“Love
of my life?” Tracy asked with a raised brow. “It was
a business transaction, that’s all it was.”
Charlotte waved her hand dismissively. “I’ll not
argue with you all night, but I will say this. You
won’t leave this town tomorrow, and it’ll be by your
own choosing.”
Tracy
stood open-mouthed as Charlotte vanished from her
sight.
Charlotte was unaware that when she revealed herself
to Tracy that she opened a door in the younger
woman’s life that she was powerless to close. Those
with evil intent would come soon to try and
manipulate their unwitting victim to access a world
they could no longer touch.
Charlotte kept a vigilant watch over Tracy, who slept
oblivious to her and the darker presence that hovered
in a corner of the room.
“I know
what you’re here for, and I’ll not let you get at
this child,” Charlotte spoke aloud in a realm that
Tracy’s ears could not detect.
She
knew it was a hollow threat, but she would stand
guard over the woman who would become her niece’s
mate for eternity if she had to.
Part
2
“Tracy,
this is the job of a lifetime, you’re a fool to pass
it up,” Howard said as he cradled the phone on his
shoulder and snapped digital pictures of his latest
find.
“Why do
I feel that this ‘job of a lifetime’ is just a ploy
by you to get me to stay in this town longer than I
have to?”
Howard
grinned and set the camera on top of the antique
chest of drawers. “We’ve discussed this before,” he
said with a smile and took a seat, knowing that the
conversation was going to take a while.
“You
need to slow down. I’ve never seen anyone your age
look as old as you do. You’re tired and stressed out
three hundred sixty-five days a year. Tracy, you
can’t keep up with this pace.”
“Offering me another job is not helping me,” Tracy
growled as she struggled to pull on her jeans.
“This
job isn’t like the others that you do for pretentious
yuppies. This is something you can take your time
with and really return the place to its former
glory.”
Tracy gnawed at her lip. There was nothing on the
books to force her to return home, and she liked the
idea of spending time in one of the majestic old
homes that the small town had to offer. “I really
don’t know if I’m comfortable with this place,
Howard.”
Howard’s brow furrowed as he noted a smidgeon of
distress in Tracy’s voice. “Has someone mistreated
you?”
Tracy
sighed and plopped down onto the bed. “I think I’m
losing my mind, and before I go on with this, if you
breathe a word to Payton about what I’m about to say,
I’ll never speak to you again.”
“You
have my word,” Howard replied, crossing his heart.
Tracy
paused for a moment to collect her nerve. “I met
Payton’s Aunt Charlotte.”
“She
was a lovely lady,” Howard said in a somber tone. “I
had no idea you had met her before she passed away.”
“That’s
the problem,” Tracy said with a grimace. “She wasn’t
exactly alive when I met her.”
“What
do you mean ‘not exactly alive’?” Howard asked,
feeling the hair go up on the back of his neck.
“She
appears to me. She told me who Payton was before I
even met her. She tells me things that I find
alarming, too.”
Howard
sank deeper into his chair, unconsciously rubbing at
the chill bumps that rose on his arms. “What does she
say to you?”
“She
told me things about myself that no one knows. She
believes that her niece and I are destined to be
together.”
Howard
snorted, then coughed to cover his laughter. “I’m
glad she was the one to tell you then. Mark and I
knew you would end up in a woman’s arms one day.”
Tracy sprang to her feet. “What’s that supposed to
mean?”
“Do you
remember that woman’s house you redid just outside of
Pittsburgh? You never could form a coherent sentence
in her presence. Mark and I both noticed how you got
all nervous when she came around. Admit it, Tracy,
you had a huge crush on that woman.”
Embarrassed and feeling transparent, Tracy dropped
back onto the bed and rubbed her throbbing head. “You
could’ve confronted me about this before I came here
and had a ghost lay it all out for me.”
Howard
chuckled. “I tried, but you weren’t very receptive to
what I had to say.”
“Howard?” Tracy paused, feeling foolish. “Do you
believe what I told you about Charlotte?”
Howard’s tone became serious. “I’ve seen too many
strange things while collecting my little treasures
to not believe that there are things we have no
explanation for. Plus, for a no-nonsense woman such
as yourself to tell me she has been talking to a very
dead person pretty much cinches it for me.”
“I wish
I could accept it as easily as you have. I still
think I’m losing my mind, and I would feel a lot
better if I were back in Pittsburgh.”
Howard
laughed. “Well, if you are losing your mind, you’re
in a far better place to get yourself back together.
I think you should consider staying there and
undertaking this new job. Besides, you have some
personal issues that you really need to come to terms
with.”
Tracy
snarled. “You mean I need to face up to the fact that
I’m… Oh, hell, Howard, I can’t even bring myself to
say the word.”
“No
need to slap a label on yourself already, honey. I
think you need to visit a little more with Payton. I
think you’ll come to terms with it pretty quickly.”
Tracy
sighed and grabbed a piece of paper and a pen off her
nightstand. “Okay, give me the address and I’ll take
a look at the place. I’m not making any promises,
though.”
Tracy
zipped her leather coat up to her neck, trying to
ward off the bitter wind that assaulted her when she
climbed out of her car in front of cozy-looking café.
Her brown curly hair whipped around her face, causing
her brown eyes to water. The temperature had dropped
overnight, and she cursed aloud for not bringing
warmer clothes. With her notes in hand, she entered
the tiny restaurant and spotted a booth in the back.
“Good
morning, how about coffee to start with?” the
waitress greeted her cheerfully.
“Excellent idea, and with cream and sugar please,”
Tracy responded as she spread her work materials out
on the table in front of her, then picked up the
menu.
The
waitress returned quickly with the coffee and waited
patiently as Tracy picked a sandwich and soup for
lunch.
Tracy
took out her digital camera and compared her notes
with the pictures that she had taken of the colonial
style home. The job was a sweet one to be sure, and
the residents would be away for most of the winter,
which made the offer too good to pass up. She
wouldn’t have to worry about working around people
and constantly mediating between her crew and the
homeowners.
She
began to jot down notes of the things she would have
to do before beginning the job, the first of which
would be finding a place to live since the commute to
Pittsburgh would prove too costly and time-consuming.
“You
could always stay in my house until Payton sells it,”
Charlotte said happily.
Tracy
jumped, hearing the familiar voice, and cursed as she
spilled coffee on her notes. “Could you give me some
sort of warning when you decide to show up,
Charlotte?” Tracy hissed.
“Nothing I do will keep you from flipping out when I
decide to show myself,” Charlotte said with a smile.
“Oh, and I think you should order the short stack of
pancakes instead of the sandwich and soup.”
“Why?
Are the pancakes good here?”
“They’re average,” Charlotte replied with a wide
grin. “I just figured they would be more your size.”
“Is
that a short joke?” Tracy shot back, causing the
waitress to look at her strangely.
Tracy
lowered her voice and tried not to appear that she
was talking to herself. She flipped open her cell
phone and pretended to be talking to someone while
answering Charlotte.
“Why
don’t you answer me in your head like you did before,
instead of pretending to speak on the phone?”
Charlotte asked, amused.
“I have
a hard enough time keeping my thoughts together,”
Tracy growled. “Besides, you give me a headache.”
Charlotte rolled her eyes. “Now have you decided to
stay in my home?”
“I
suppose it depends on how Payton feels about it. I
can’t afford to pay a whole lot.”
“Payton
won’t take a dime from you. She’ll be pleased that
someone will be staying there to make sure none of
the pipes freezes.”
“Well,
she’ll have to ask me first. I’m not going to barge
in and ask to live in your house,” Tracy said as she
nodded at the waitress who set her food down.
“Just
ask her if she knows of a place you can stay, and I’m
certain she’ll offer my house,” Charlotte said as she
admired her fingernails. “Besides, it’ll give you two
a chance to talk again.”
“The
other day, you made a comment that struck me funny.
You said I was all alone. You do realize that I have
parents and three siblings. That doesn’t make me
alone in this world.”
Charlotte gazed down at the table. “When I lost my
Charlie at a very young age, I refused to open my
heart to another. I spent forty years without romance
or love. You can’t be more alone than that.”
“So
you’ve died and decided to become some kind of
spiritual cupid?” Tracy asked with a smirk.
“My
Payton lost the love of her life in a car accident
four years ago. She shut herself away from the world,
just like you have. The two of you need each other.”
Tracy
felt sadness surge through her for what Payton must
have gone through. “It’s a romantic notion you have,
but what makes you so sure I’m the right one for
her?”
Charlotte raised a brow and looked sternly at Tracy,
who sank deeper into her seat. “I told you, I know
things.”
“Don’t
get all fiery on me,” Tracy said with a nervous
chuckle. “I’ll go see Payton right after I finish my
lunch.”
Charlotte cocked a brow and smiled. “Oh, and yes, it
was a short joke I made earlier.” And she disappeared.
“This
is the one right here,” Charlotte said as she
appeared suddenly in Tracy’s backseat.
Surprised, Tracy lost control of the car and drove
into the wooden fence that bordered Payton’s
property, knocking two planks loose and causing one
of the support posts to crack.
“Now
look what you’ve done! I’ve wrecked the rental car!”
Tracy yelled as she slammed the vehicle into park and
got out to survey the damage.
“I can
fix that easily,” Payton said as she approached. “I
heard the crash.” She joined Tracy at the front of
the car.
“I’m so
sorry,” Tracy said, surveying the damage. “I turned
my head for a second, and well…this happened.”
Payton
patted Tracy on the shoulder reassuringly. “The fence
is no problem to repair, and your car only has a
scratch, so not much harm done.”
Tracy
backed away from the car and shook her head. “I sure
know how to make an impression.”
Payton
smiled and stifled a laugh. “We all have our off days
here and there.”
“I’m
having an off week, I think,” Tracy responded with a
chuckle. “I came here to ask you a few questions, if
you have a moment. I would’ve called first, but I
spilled coffee on my notebook today and can no longer
make out your number,” Tracy lied. She simply wanted
an excuse to see Payton again.
“Please
come in then, I just heated some water for tea,”
Payton said as she led the way to her front door.
Tracy
immediately felt at home in Payton’s house. The
rustic cottage was warm and inviting and smelled of
baked goods.
“This
is lovely,” Tracy said as she admired the hand-carved
wooden figurines and boxes that sat on a work table
in front of a bay window overlooking the property.
Payton
returned from the kitchen with two steaming cups. “I
like to carve when I get bored.”
“What
do you do for a living, if you don’t mind me asking?”
Tracy asked as she accepted one of the hot cups.
“I’m in
real estate,” Payton offered sheepishly.
Tracy
narrowed her eyes. “And that’s why you were so good
at putting the sales pitch on me the other day.”
“I saw
the twinkle in your eye when you looked at the house
and I thought I’d take a chance, but I promise to lay
off with the pushy sales attitude.”
Tracy
smiled as she took a seat across from Payton. “You
weren’t pushy.”
“Now
what questions do you have for me?” Payton asked
before taking a sip of her tea.
“I was
hoping you could tell me if there are any rental
properties available here. And now that I know your
line of work, I’m certain I came to the right place.”
“Is
there something in particular that you’re looking
for?” Payton asked as she grabbed a pen and paper.
“Something cheap. I’m only going to be here for a
couple of months on a renovation job. I’d like
something clean, but it doesn’t have to be anything
special, just a place to lay my head.”
Payton
grinned and slapped the paper down on her lap. “I
have just the place. It’s already furnished and dirt
cheap. My aunt’s house could use some life in it
until it sells, and as long as you keep an eye on the
place, there will be no charge.”
Tracy
felt a sliver of guilt rush through her, feeling as
though she and Charlotte had double teamed Payton. “I
can’t live there rent free. I’ll be happy to look
after the place, but I’d still like to pay for my
stay.”
“Okay,
I’m paying the utilities right now, and it would take
a burden off me if you would take that over. Do we
have a deal?”
Tracy
threw her head back and laughed. “If I were renting,
I’d have to pay the utilities anyway, so let me pay
both.”
Payton
raised a brow and grinned. “The utilities on a house
that size are expensive, especially in the winter.
You’ll be doing me a big favor by taking that over
and keeping an eye on the place, that’s my final
offer.”
“I
guess I’ll have to settle for that, you have yourself
a deal,” Tracy leaned forward and offered a handshake
to seal it.
Payton
took the offered hand, and Tracy felt the warmth
spread from her fingers to her toes. “Would you like
to have dinner with me tonight?” she said before
realizing that the words had slipped from her mouth.
Payton’s expression registered surprise, then a smile
flittered across her face. “Only if you let me pay.”
Tracy
went out to warm the car as Payton changed into
warmer clothes. She turned the key and switched on
the heater. “Charlotte, your niece is going to be
with me in this car, don’t scare the crap out of me
and make me wreck again.”
“Payton loves Italian, there’s a quaint little
restaurant on the other side of town,” Charlotte said
as her form manifested in the passenger’s seat.
“Are
you going to be with us the whole night?” Tracy asked
as she looked around, making sure that Payton
wouldn’t see her talking to herself.
“Why?
Are you planning to do something naughty to my
niece?”
“No!”
Tracy nearly shouted. “You make me nervous, that’s
all.”
“Remember, this is your first date, don’t try any
funny business,” Charlotte said, raising her brow
just like her niece.
“I’ve
never so much as kissed another woman, and I’m sure I
don’t have the guts to try it tonight, so you can
relax. And this is not a date. I simply wanted her
company for dinner.”
“That’s
not how she sees it. You asked her out, and you
better not hurt her feelings.”
Tracy
held her hands up in resignation. “This is too much
for me to handle.”
“You’ve
entertained thoughts of women before, what are you so
afraid of?”
“I
really don’t know…maybe that’s just it. I don’t know
what I expect from all this.”
Charlotte smiled. “Take my niece to dinner, she’ll
lead you through it.”
Tracy
straightened in her seat as Charlotte disappeared
into thin air and Payton opened the door to the car.
“Sorry
it took me so long. I couldn’t remember where I’d
left my gloves,” Payton said apologetically as she
put her seat belt on. A strange look crossed her
face, and she paused and looked at Tracy.
“What’s
wrong? Did you forget something?” Tracy asked as she
put the car back into park.
“This
is going to sound strange, but for a second, I
thought I could smell my aunt’s perfume.”
“I’m
not wearing any perfume,” Tracy replied. “Maybe you
just miss her.”
A sad
smile slowly made its way across Payton’s face. “Yep,
that’s probably it. So what did you have in mind for
dinner?”
“I’d
really like some Italian, if that’s okay with you,”
Tracy answered with a smirk.
Payton
beamed. “I love Italian, and I know just the place.”
Tracy
admired the quaint restaurant as Payton caught up on
local gossip with the owner who spotted them the
minute they walked in. Payton apologized for her
momentary lack of manners and introduced Tracy to the
entire wait staff, including the owners.
“I take
it you eat here often,” Tracy said when they were
finally left alone.
“It’s a
small town and you get to know just about everyone
who lives here,” Payton said as she blushed a bit.
“They’ll leave us alone now that we’ve caught up on
all the town talk.” Payton’s eyes sparkled against
the black turtleneck sweater that made her smooth
skin glow in the dimmed light.
“Oh, I
wasn’t complaining. I’m just amazed at the way
everyone gets along. You kind of miss out on that
living in a big city,” Tracy said, hoping she didn’t
sound like an ass.
“So
tell me a little about yourself, something that
Howard doesn’t know,” Payton teased with a wide grin.
Tracy
rolled her eyes. “He and his partner, Mark, are like
brothers to me. Howard makes it a point to hover over
me like a mother hen. He’s always complaining that I
don’t eat right or get enough sleep. And when Mark
can get a word in edgewise, he does the same thing.”
“Howard
is one of a kind,” Payton said with a grin. “It’s
strange to me that as long as we’ve both known him
that we’ve never crossed paths.”
“I
really don’t socialize that much,” Tracy said
seriously. “I work non-stop, and I guess that’s why
Howard has been on me so much to slow down.”
“Are
you seeing anyone?” Payton asked out of the blue.
“Not
right now. The guys I’ve dated lately all want to
settle down, and I’m just not ready to give up my
career, which is what they all seem to want me to
do.”
Payton
looked as though she had been slapped but recovered
quickly, though not quick enough for Tracy not to
notice. “Did I say something to offend you?” Tracy
asked.
“No,
not at all,” Payton responded quietly. “I kind of…got
the impression that…” Payton paused and smiled up at
the waiter who came to take their order.
Tracy
watched as Payton’s blue eyes quickly scanned over
the menu. Her long blonde hair cascaded over her
shoulders and surrounded a face that was absolutely
beautiful. Tracy noticed the small laugh lines that
formed under her eyes each time she smiled and felt
drawn to the woman like she had no other.
Even
the crushes she had on women before did not compare
to the way she felt about Payton. She was captivated
at first sight. Suddenly, she felt the urge to be
alone with the woman who sat across from her, and the
thought made Tracy’s face color.
“Have
you made a decision yet?” the waiter asked politely.
“Oh,”
Tracy said embarrassed. “I’ll just have the spaghetti
and meatballs, with the house salad.”
“That’s
a good choice,” Payton said. “They’re known for their
spaghetti.”
“So are
you married?” Tracy asked, hoping to get Payton to
tell her more about herself.
“I was
in a very serious relationship a few years back, but
a car accident put an end to that. I moved back here
and had no desire to date any of my childhood
friends.”
“I’m
sorry to hear of your loss,” Tracy replied sincerely.
She had forgotten what Charlotte had told her earlier
and felt terrible that she had forced Payton to
discuss something obviously so painful.
“So do
you have any hobbies outside of work?” Payton asked,
changing the subject and steering the conversation
back to Tracy.
“Not a
one,” Tracy replied with a wry grin. “I think I may
be the most boring person on the planet.”
“Not
necessarily,” Payton said with a shy smile.
“The
only true hobby I can claim is reading. Mostly I read
articles on architecture, and I like to read a few
mystery novels when I have the chance.”
Payton
poked around at the salad that was placed before her.
“Sounds like you need to get out more and experience
life.”
“Well,
maybe you can help me with that. I’d like to explore
more of Altoona, and you would make a great guide.”
“Tracy,
I need to clear the air on something,” Payton said as
she put her fork down. “I’m not sure how to approach
it, though.”
“Just
be blunt. I usually am,” Tracy responded with a
smile, as her insides twisted into knots.
“I kind
of got the impression that you and I had something in
common.” Payton shrugged and chewed her bottom lip.
“It doesn’t have anything to do with the way you look
or anything you’ve said, but I sensed that you and I
were playing on the same team.”
Tracy
quirked her head like a dog when it was given a
command it didn’t quite understand. “Same team?”
Payton
smiled and nervously tucked a strand of hair behind
her ear. “I’m a lesbian and I thought you were, too.”
Tracy’s
face colored, and she set down her fork. “To be
honest, I don’t know what I consider myself to be at
this point in my life. In the past two days, two
people have told me that I need to face up to the
fact that I’m…a les…I mean, I’m ga…” Tracy paused and
dabbed at her sweating upper lip with her napkin,
trying to force herself to say the words. “I’m
attracted to women,” she finally blurted out.
“Is
this something too difficult for you to discuss right
now?” Payton asked, willing to let Tracy off the
hook.
“I need
to talk about it, I just don’t know where to begin,”
Tracy said before taking a sip of her wine.
“When
you asked me to dinner, did you mean it as a date or
simply just dinner with someone to talk to? Because I
don’t want to put any pressure on you,” Payton said
sincerely.
“When I
asked you to dinner, I wanted to spend time with you
and get to know you. I had no desire to swap makeup
tips or learn about this town. I just wanted to be
with you, so I guess that does qualify as a date,”
Tracy said, not believing the candid words that flew
out of her mouth.
Payton
smiled and looked down at the table. “Does that mean
you’re attracted to me?”
“More
than I ever have been to anyone in my entire life,”
Tracy answered honestly.
The
waiter arrived with their food, and Tracy took the
opportunity to excuse herself and go to the bathroom.
Once inside, she looked into the stalls to make sure
she was alone.
“Charlotte!” she hissed. “You’re killing me! Do you
know that?”
Charlotte manifested directly behind Tracy, and when
she spoke, Tracy nearly jumped out of her skin. “I
left you alone like you asked, you can’t blame me if
you’ve made a fool of yourself.”
“I’m
saying all kinds of crazy shit out there.” Tracy
pointed angrily at the door. “Everything that rolls
across my brain comes right out of my mouth.”
“And
this is my fault?” Charlotte asked with a mischievous
smile.
“What
have you done to me?” Tracy asked as she looked at
her harried reflection in the mirror.
“I
haven’t done a thing. Did you ever stop to think that
maybe deep inside you want to be honest with her?”
“Did
that reasoning sound like bullshit to your ears,
too?” Tracy spat. “I feel like some sort of puppet
out there, and I’m not entirely sure you don’t have
your hand up my ass.”
Charlotte wrinkled her nose at the analogy. “I have
not intervened in your date this evening at all. As
you’ve requested, I’ve left you alone and will
continue to keep my agreement for tonight.”
“Then
how did you show up so quickly when I called you?”
“I
wasn’t hiding in the cloak room if that’s what you’re
implying. I heard you call and I answered,” Charlotte
replied nonchalantly.
Tracy
washed her hands, then tried to make herself look
presentable. “I have to go back out there and try to
look normal now. I have no choice but to believe
you’re telling me the truth.”
“I have
no reason to lie,” Charlotte said with stern look in
her eye.
Tracy
returned to the table and found Payton waiting
patiently for her before she began her meal. “Are you
all right?” she asked with a look of concern on her
face.
“I felt
a little exposed with all that I said. I had to take
a minute to regroup. I hope I haven’t offended you,”
Tracy offered meekly.
“Are
you afraid that you sounded too forward?” Payton
asked with a smile.
“That’s
exactly what I’m afraid of…was I?”
“Not at
all. I know it sounds strange, but I feel like I’ve
known you for a long time. I feel connected with you
in some strange sense. Does that sound crazy?”
Tracy
relaxed a little and nibbled at her food. “No, it
doesn’t sound strange at all.”
As they
left the restaurant, Tracy was amazed at all the
things they admitted to each other. She told Payton
more than she had ever told another human being. She
purged her soul of all her fears and desires and felt
liberated. She did manage to leave out one thing—that
she had regular conversations with Payton’s deceased
aunt.
Fear
gripped Tracy as she pulled into Payton’s driveway.
Was she supposed to kiss her good night? Would it be
expected?
“I had
a great time, and I hope we can do this again soon,”
Payton said as Tracy pulled the car to a stop.
“Yeah,
me too,” Tracy said, trying to sound casual.
Payton
looked at Tracy for a minute, then leaned over and
kissed her softly on the lips. The kiss at first was
very chaste and Payton fully intended to get out of
the car, but then she brushed her lips against
Tracy’s trembling mouth once more. She felt Tracy
respond to the kiss and took advantage of the moment
and slipped her tongue into Tracy’s mouth.
As
though Tracy’s hands took on a life of their own, she
weaved her fingers into Payton’s hair and pulled her
closer, as her heart pounded in her chest. Payton
groaned into the kiss, and Tracy felt fire in her
veins as she tugged her closer.
Breathlessly, Payton broke the kiss and looked Tracy
in the eyes. “Do you want to come in?”
“Uh-huh” was the only response Tracy’s brain could
form.
Payton
led Tracy into the house without a word, and as she
closed the door, Tracy returned to her arms.
The
kisses were nothing like Tracy had ever experienced,
and she was unable to curtail the feelings that the
lips on hers evoked. Again she wove her fingers into
the long silky tresses and pulled Payton’s body close
to hers. She could feel the way each curve melded
into hers, making a perfect fit.
Tracy’s
hands moved of their own volition over Payton’s
shoulders and down her lower back, pulling the
blonde’s body even closer into hers. No touch was
close enough to satisfy the craving that filled her
from head to toe.
Tracy
whimpered as Payton pulled away from her mouth and
kissed a trail across her neck to nibble on an
oversensitized earlobe. Tracy untucked the sweater
from Payton’s jeans and ran her hands over velvety
skin that surprised her with a softness that she was
unaccustomed to but immediately appreciated.
Payton
pulled away and looked into Tracy’s eyes, breathing
heavily. “You’re driving me crazy. If you have any
intention of not going any further, please tell me
now.”
Reality
of what they were leading up to jolted Tracy out of
her lust-induced stupor. She stood looking at Payton
for a moment as she tried to analyze what it would
mean when the sun rose the following morning.
“I
don’t want to just have sex with you, then walk away.
As corny as this sounds, will you still respect me in
the morning?” Tracy asked, feeling foolish.
“I’ll
only want to know more of you tomorrow, if you’ll let
me,” Payton responded sincerely.
“Then,
no, I have no intention of stopping,” Tracy said as
her knees weakened.
Payton
took her by the hand and led her down the hall to her
bedroom and stopped next to the bed. “I promise, I’m
as nervous as you are,” she said with a slight smile.
Tracy
chuckled and laced her hands through Payton’s hair.
“I really don’t think that’s possible.”
Payton
smiled as she leaned in and kissed Tracy again. All
the passion and desire returned as they deepened the
kiss and Payton pulled Tracy down onto the bed.
The
muscles in Tracy’s stomach twitched and spasmed as
Payton ran her hands under her sweater. She tugged on
Payton’s shirt until she had no choice but to sit up
and let Tracy pull it off of her. And when she lay
back down, Tracy unhooked her bra and pulled it from
in between them.
Tracy’s
eyes rolled up in her head at the pleasure of
touching such luxuriously soft skin. Never had she
been so aroused by simply running her hands over
someone’s back and shoulders.
Payton
sat up again, and this time, she pulled Tracy’s belt
off and unzipped her jeans. Tracy watched as Payton
tugged them down over her hips, taking her underwear
and eventually her boots and socks with them.
Payton
pulled Tracy up so she could relieve her of her
sweater, but when she reached for her bra, Tracy
stopped her. “Fair is fair,” Tracy said with a
nervous grin. “Take your pants off, too.”
Payton
graced her with a shy smile but complied with the
request. Completely naked, she climbed back onto the
bed and stripped Tracy of the one remaining piece of
her clothing, then lay down, fitting her body along
the side of Tracy’s.
Tracy
pulled Payton’s lips back to hers and again allowed
her hands to roam over the satiny skin. When her
fingertips grazed Payton’s ribcage, she enjoyed the
sharp intake of breath against her mouth.
Payton
kissed her way down Tracy’s neck as her fingertips
grazed across the skin of her stomach, eager to know
all of Tracy’s secrets. Tracy groaned and arched her
back when Payton’s fingers dipped between her thighs.
She
wove her fingers into Payton’s hair as her kisses
descended down her throat and chest.
Payton
rose up a little so she could look Tracy in the eye
and found her eyes clamped shut. “Tracy, look at me,”
she commanded softly. When Tracy’s eyes met hers, she
entered her slowly, making sure Tracy knew who was
touching her. With each thrust, Tracy’s eyes grew
heavier and her breath came in pants.
“Don’t
close your eyes,” Payton pleaded as she brought Tracy
higher and higher.
When
she pulled her fingers from Tracy, she watched as her
eyes widened. Slowly, Payton circled the spot she
knew would send Tracy over the edge. She could feel
the muscles in Tracy’s body tense, and she knew it
was only a matter of seconds before Tracy would
succumb to her touch.
Payton laid her head on Tracy’s shoulder and
whispered in her ear, “You can close your eyes now.”
Seconds later, she felt Tracy’s body go rigid as she
took one last gasp of air.
Tracy
couldn’t inhale enough to make a sound as wave after
wave of sensation washed over her. When her body
began to relax, she felt Payton slip into her again.
“I can’t do this, it’s too intense,” she groaned
breathlessly.
“You
can,” Payton said as she straddled Tracy’s thigh and
ground herself slowly into it. Sweat slicked both
their bodies, as Tracy teetered on the point of
muscle failure in her legs as Payton thrust against
her.
Payton
used the heel of her hand to put pressure on Tracy’s
clit, and within seconds, she felt her body go rigid
again as the second orgasm claimed her. Payton
withdrew her hand and clutched the covers on the bed
as she felt the first tremors begin.
“You
have so much to teach me,” Tracy said as she propped
herself up on one elbow and gazed down at Payton.
“I’ll
teach you in the morning,” Payton replied with a
tired smile.
Tracy
ducked her head and nibbled on Payton’s neck. “I
don’t think I want to wait until morning.”
Payton
felt her pulse quicken when Tracy’s fingers grazed
her stomach. “I don’t want you to feel like you have
to do anything,” she said as she ran her fingers
though Tracy’s hair.
“Oh,
but I want to,” Tracy said with a grin, and she
kissed her way down soft skin.
Payton’s eyes shot open when she felt Tracy’s mouth
on her. “I don’t think I’m going to have to teach you
anything,” she said with a surprised grin.
Charlotte kept her word and did not invade Tracy’s
time spent with her niece. The dark figure drew
closer to the bed, taking full advantage of
Charlotte’s protective absence. It hovered over the
two sleeping figures in the darkness, seeking out the
one who was open to its presence.
Part
3
Payton
felt a chilling breeze blow across her skin. She
awoke and untangled herself from Tracy and pulled the
covers over them both. She lay on her back and stared
into the darkness as Tracy rolled into a ball and put
her back against Payton, who shivered as an eerie
feeling swept over her.
What
she couldn’t see in the pitch black room was the dark
mist that hovered inches from her face. The dark
entity studied her intently as she lay unaware of its
presence. Tracy began to twitch next her as the evil
spirit moved from Payton to Tracy’s side of the bed.
Tracy’s
dream switched abruptly, and disturbing images filled
her sleeping mind. Standing in a grassy field, she
watched a faceless man and woman make love, so
wrapped up in each other that they failed to see
another man slowly make his way toward them. Tracy
flinched as she saw him lift the gun, sunlight
reflecting off the shiny barrel. Unable to speak or
move, she couldn’t warn the couple of the fate that
was to befall them. Anguished screams filled her
mind. The gunman turned and looked at her as she
stood riveted to the spot. The features in his face
were in vivid detail, and she shuddered as he raised
the gun in her direction.
“Oh, my
God!” Tracy screamed as she sat straight up in bed.
Payton
fumbled in the dark and switched on the bedside lamp;
almost afraid to look, she turned to Tracy, who
clutched the blankets to her chest. She gently placed
her hand on Tracy’s shoulder, and she nearly leapt
out of bed.
“Did
you have a nightmare?” Payton asked, hoping Tracy had
not awoken during the night and regretted what they
had done earlier.
Tracy
turned to Payton with wide eyes, sweat poured down
her face and neck, and her knuckles were white where
she held the blankets close. “It was so real,” she
said as the memory of the dream replayed it